Hello lovelies, sorry I haven't blogged in a while it's been a whirlwind of a week! Last Tuesday I gave birth to the most perfect baby boy, named him Lawson Daniel Kazoks weighing a whopping 10lbs 14 oz, I know you just take that in, all natural on just gas and air no stitches! OUCH. All worth the pain and tears though of course, just look at him. I love chunky babies but I nearly fainted when they told me how big he was but he's happy and healthy so that's the main thing. So I'm trying to adjust to life with two beautiful boys one who is two and a half and one who is now 8 days old, I still can't believe how quick that has actually gone but as much as its been an amazing week its also been a really tough one!
I sadly found out the other day my Dad has Cancer, curable hopefully were just waiting on all the details to see if he's fit enough to go through all the surgery and everything but I'm trying to stay as positive as I can, I know there are great things they can do these days and my Dad's a fighter, he's taking it pretty well and he has a lot of support around him we will just have to take every day as it goes and just be there for him. If I've learnt anything this week it is to not take your family or anyone in fact for granted life is far too short to worry about the stupid things in life you have to try and be the best person you can be and be as happy as you can. Life isn't full of rainbows and daisies but you can make it as good as you can, if you can't find a good person then be that good person! We all make mistakes in life its about learning from them and making the most of the future. So as bad as that news is were all making the most of life, it's all you can do.
So not to end this post on a sad note and getting through the tough days I am also having amazing days, being a mum all over again is a rollercoaster I knew it was going to be hard work but every day is worth it. Oscar is absolutely in love with his little brother, he says hello every morning to him, kisses and cuddles him and says 'my baby cute' the little sweet heart. I am trying to get some lovely pictures of them together for a post and hopefully get back into Youtube showing my gorgeous family so look out for that! I will try to blog as much as I can and sort some sort of routine out for you, my loyal readers and new ones. I hope to post at least 4 times a week, with baby/toddler, fashion, beauty and life posts all thrown in there. Thanks to all the lovely comments I am already receiving on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram and the congratulations your all lovely and have an amazing week.
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