'I'LL START NEXT MONDAY'

Hello lovelies, firstly apologies for the rubbish quality picture but it's my excited I lost 8lb in a week face and got myself an award! Ok, so anyone who knows me knows I have been a yo-yo dieter since, well since forever. I have NEVER ever been happy with my body, I was a slender 10/12 before children and was I happy then? NO , stupid cow! Haha, back before kids I used to say to my family and friends and boy did I annoy them 'Why am I so fat, I need to loose weight'. I've always been the tallest friend and most curviest, well before children when I had a whole group of friends, they died out and so did the nights out and so did my self esteem even more!

My New Year Resolutions...

Hello lovelies, that time of year where everyone's status's, 'New Year, New Me'. But we all know its a load of bull. We should all just try and be a better version of ourselves.
I thought I would share with you some of my resolutions.
1. Loose baby weight once and for all! Plus extra...  2. Stop hoarding 3. Spending Ban 4. Project Pan 5. Be even more organised 6. Keep on top of the ironing, (yeah seriously) 7. If I haven't worn something for more than 6 months (not including seasonal wear give it to a charity shop or chuck it!) 8. Give more time to friends 9. Meet some lovely blogging friends I have met over Twitter 10. Go to New York (The boyfriend has promised to take me) 11. Go on nights out more and enjoy myself, even though I'm a mom I do need to let go a little and have some more 'me' time. 12. Start a Youtube 13. Learn to drive properly for good! 14. Exercise for at least 20 minutes a day 15.  Cut down on coffee and diet coke! 16. Plan family holidays. 17. Love my family more than I ever do now and cherish every single moment with them because you never know what will happen in life. So never take your loved ones for granted including friends. Life's too short to hold grudges just be the better person and let by gone's be by gone's and make the most of life, in less of-course they did something you really couldn't forgive then i'll let you off ;). 18. Try and be more confident in myself. To stop putting myself down so much I always try my best to be a good person and that's all that should matter I never look at someone for there outside beauty and wish people would do the same with me. 19. Lastly be more efficient with my blogging, post at least twice a week Sundays and Wednesdays maybe. With an extra post if possible.

What are yours?

Diary of a NON thigh gap girl.

Hello my lovelies, Thought i would share with you all what i get up to on a Tuesday night, it's not all that great but a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do! Since having a baby 8 months ago now i have pretty much let myself go on the weight side of things! I could blame Oscar for my weight but he didn't force cream cakes, take aways etc down my neck whilst he was in my womb. Whilst i was pregnant i thought 'I'm fat now so i may as well eat what i like' wish i knew the consequences then! I awfully put on over 3 stone whilst pregnant! It's embarrassing, but i loved my food. So now i'm doing something about it. So I have started Weight Watchers after seeing Gregg Wallace of 'Master Chef' supposedly loosing all his weight from joining. Plus there was an offer on for £12.95 for the month which would mean i would get more more or less two weeks free! 

I have tried Slimming world but i was too naughty on it, i like the points in weight watchers which means you have to restrict yourself a little which is a good thing so you know what you have to play with. Especially if you plan your meals in advance! If you get the monthly subscription to weight watchers you get the app on your phone which is super easy to use and has helped me track all my points. 

I have only been there a week and lost 3lbs! I ate so much fruit and veg in my first week of weight watchers then i think i ever have. I need to start exercising more now and will hopefully drop more lbs off! If your on weight watchers they have lots of there own brand foods for cheaper in Iceland and Pound shops all around. I love that most of there snacks are only 2 points! I just hope this gets me on the road to a fitter me recovery! One of my friends has also joined with me this week so we can spur each other on. A great way to exercise is to get friends involved i think. Go on long walks together or a bike ride or even go to some exercise classes like step classes, zumba or swimming. I shall be doing just a little post every Tuesday from now on just to show you all my progress. I shall be a MILF! 

To keep me on track with my exercising i brought the pedometer today which counts all your steps and after a certain amount of steps you burn of you get a pro point back!

They also do the yummiest sweets for just 2 points for the WHOLE packet.

All in all it doesn't matter what shape you are, size, colour, height or hair colour... If your comfortable as you are that's all that matters if your happy and have confidence then it doesn't matter about anyone else. Everybody is different in there own way's if we wasn't the world would be a pretty boring place! Wouldn't it? I'm not so bothered about the number on the scales i just want to feel good about myself look good in the mirror and go from a size 14/16 to a healthy 12! Never let anyone get you down about your weight though if your happy with the skin your in SOD the rest.
Hope you enjoyed this post and it didn't bore you all. Is anyone else in the blogosphere trying to loose weight, joined a 'fat club'? I would love to hear.  Thankyou